I’m watering a dead flower, but I just can’t stop. I have hope and faith that it will come alive again. Most sunny days I actually think it is coming back to life but then a crappy, rainy day comes along and I can actually see that it’s dead, forever!
Its getting worse and worse each day, i try my hardest to try and think positive and be happy but it doesnt seem to work, nothing does. And everyone keeps telling me things are going to get better. How? When? My mind is taking over and i dont know how to handle it anymore. :/


